hello world!!

So, today I learned a valuable lesson. Trust in yourself... or Trust myself... or however that would be written. It wouldn't be right for me to rat out my classmate on here, but basically I was screwed over today by a classmate, and it sucked. So from now on, I will only trust myself. If other people are trustworthy, super! I'm excited for that, but I won't expect it.

So, in lieu of making myself feel better, I'm going to continue my ritual I started last night of 30 minute dance parties every night to get exercise and relax. Yesterday, I danced to top 40s rap, tonight 90s swing music. It was fabulous to just escape into the music. It reminded me of high school when I would whirl around in my blue sequined dress for my show choir and be totally at one with everything.

I don't know if everyone knows that about me, I used to be so passionate about singing and dancing. it was my entire life. It wasn't until college that I realized I would never be good enough to make it to broadway and I wasn't content to just be the director behind the scenes, so I switched to medicine.

I am so excited for Christmas this year.. maybe its the Christmas tree in my apartment, or the radio station that plays only Christmas music this time of year... or maybe its the stores I can't even get groceries in because they're so packed... who knows, but its gotten ahold of me this year... I'm actually excited... lol

Tho I have hardly any shopping done... I need to get on that... crap! two weekends before I leave... augh!